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I Confess I Messed Up2:13 AM
The damage is done...is this too much to ask?
Woah I didnt think i would fall this sick....
Was supposed to see Mr Tan today. Its the second time i couldnt meet him! He is probably gonna think im super irresponsible....argh...at least i finished my work early so i can go back to sleep again :)
I was supposed to go out with Jo and Lav today...they cancelled because i couldnt make it... :( i feel damn guilty for falling sick...We planned this a long long time ago...thank goodness Jo wasnt angry with me...
I feel like crap today but my amazing friends lol...i really dunno what ill do without them...
Jo was so sweet...even if this is my 100th time cancelling on them...she still said if i needed anything or in the mood for anything to just tell her...lol...she is just so free man! Hahaha! she made me promise that I meet up after im better...lol...!
I miss gossiping about OGM and DAG and Brain and Grouper and Shampoo with 10!!
I miss Fiona and our useless talk in the library! I miss spending time with the gals in a stupid corner of the library just fan-girling. I miss the guys and their idoitic ways. I cant wait for FYP to end. I cant wait for everything to end. 1 more month.
Helen...Its been 2 yrs since ive known you. And We've both changed. I know you can see that i hate what is happening to me. You hate how ive changed. I know i promised to change back when i see you again...but i dont think i can...and i think things are just gonna get worse. All i can hope for is that you won't give up on me pls. I miss you so much. Thank you for everything...
I enjoyed my thurs night to the max...more than i have on any other day...i enjoyed it so much it made me cry. Thank you guys for everything... I Confess I Messed Up
1:19 AM
Argh how is it that im feeling guilty!
They took my laptop to go on their date...and didnt tell me...not a sms or a call and they said that i didnt tell them that i needed to do work...said that next time i need to sms them so that they have prove of what i said...and they i would be home late...even asked me to go meet them at woodlands if i needed my laptop...no apologies...
I really need to do work...its not my fault...right? I mean besides the shouting and the scolding...i cried...that had to prove how stressed i was right?
And when they called to say they were coming home to bring my laptop back...
How was i supposed to know that my dad was just gonna bring my laptop back and go back out to meet my mom...
Plus all my websites that i left open without bookmarking have all been closed because they shut down the computer! All my research!
now i feel so guilty for making them do this for me... :( argh.... I Confess I Messed Up
11:01 PM
This week hasn't exactly been my fav week...still lots of blah blah blah blah...(trails off)
But!!!! Hahahaha!!! Today made every single evil, stupid and immature thing tt happened worthwhile! 7 cute babies got baptised today lol!! Super cute! Ohoh! Met dramamamas!!! So so happy!!! Gabby Sar and birthday girl Erica looked awesome as usual! Went for a pretty good play with my crazy yr1s and hazwan nadeen and Julie!
But most of all!! Hehehe! Omg I'm so slow I swear! Anjana and nadeen are together!! Hehehe!!!! Omg!!! I'm so happy for them! So happy for anjana! Hahaha!!!! So cute so cute!!! Totally made my day! :) it makes everyone smile when they talk about it! Tts how you know a couple is gonna be real good together!! Hehehe! *insert huge gigantic enormous smile*
Hopefully I finish my work tomorrow!
Happy birthday Erica!!! Love your new hair cut!!
And thanks Jo and lav for everything you've done for me :) don't know what I'll do without you both!!
Oh and...btw I don't care... :) I Confess I Messed Up
1:24 AM
So i came to school early, only to find out my teacher cancelled the meeting. I sat in the library watching the coolest show ever BBT lol. Then went to go disturb WJ and Yanan! HAHAHA!
OMG they are such hilarious stupid asswipes LOL. Teasing me all the time! haha! but they love me so much its so cute...im so lucky to have them as friends! Helen got me an awesome present too! Two presents and both so so nice! Now i have a pig and a monkey! lol I love the pig so so much! And the stamps are so cool!! haha!
Another asswipe was napfa! LOL...everyone who passed me at the corridor wished me good luck haha! but i still failed...DUH! lol...Stupid standing broad jump and running haha! Im quite impressed i managed to do quite well for the rest of the stations haha kinda shocked myself that i can still do incline pull ups and sit ups haha!
cant wait to see my friends tomorrow! I am sure there are more gossip i have missed. Todays one probably topped all other gossips though but still im sure there is more! cant wait haha!
Cherish the friends who care and treat you well. Cherish the friends who are not two faced snakes and who dont lie and keep secrets from you or talk behind your back. Cherish the friends who love you and want to be with you and respect your presence. Cherish the friends who tells you that they honestly miss you and make an effort to meet you. Most of all...cherish the friends that would never ever betray you. :)
Stressed out about stupid things...so not worth it. nights bloggie. you make good boggie :) I Confess I Messed Up
11:20 PM
Today was so incredibly messed up. Messed up.
I hoped that things would have been different when i go to school. But ended up with more shit.
Whats worse i get your call at 11pm!? Argh. So contradicting!! Cant wait for all this to be over!
Anyways...I WATCHED TOYS STORY 3!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! cried so much!! and ended up having dreams about the toys i threw out haha! And had Ashtons with Gabs! HAHAHA!! So happy! She gave me a Paul Frank 2011 planner! hahaha! ITS SO CUTE! Its got a bunch of chinese stuff but its okay! Its still so lovely!
Made nat happy again...after talking to her for 3 hrs...Hahaha! she just refused to put down the phone...next time must put an alarm so she knows that its already 5am! hahaha!
Tomorrow is napfa...pfft...I shall erm...try my best...lol im freaking unfit lah! but yeah i shall just try my best hahaha! I seriously doubt i will pass anything haha! Cant wait to see Helen! And she got me a bday present too! hahaha!
Today Nodame Cantabile OPENS!! YAY!!! HAHAHAHA!!! IM SO HAPPY! I have no one to go with though :( Hanisah said she doesnt mind going with me! So maybe i will go with her!! hahaha!
Oh and yeah i just found out my dad is going to act as Moses with Gurmit Singh LOL...so funny! ....
Alright time to sleep! No more late nights with nat!! NO MORE....LOL... I Confess I Messed Up
12:34 AM
Come back to me.
OMG!!! I am such an ass!! Why do i always do things without thinking first!?
I screamed at my friends to shut up...because they were screaming their orders =.='''
They must be so so pissed at me now.... :( I hope they forgot about it or something...i felt like smsing them last night to apologise :( I should have...better go apologise to them tonight... :(
괜찮아 뭐 우리 관계 남은 정도 없는데
미안하단 말은 그만둬 어차피 가슴 안 아퍼
내 대신 좋은 남자친구가 돼줘
Anyways went home really happy last night haha! Musical was just awesome! Its a pity most of the actors wont be coming back to SA drama...They will always get an opportunity to act with terrence again im sure so its not loss for them :)
First time First time First love First love
사랑할 줄만 알았지 사랑을 잘 몰랐었지
So sick So sick So sick So sick
나를 떠나야만 했니
Trip to laselle was so fun! The after "party" lol was so so funny! and the trip back was just facinating haha! I got to know so much from somebody haha! such idiots the both of them! THE ULTIMATE WAS THAT AZIZI GOT A SEXY INDIAN/BANGLA GUY SLEEPING ON HIM HAHAHA!!! My mom asked me why i was so happy? LOL....It was a great great day for me! Just being in laselle...it was such an awesome feeling as always...besides the screaming shut up part and the guilt.
Oh girl, Cant you see im still loving you? My heart still can't seem to let you go
My grandma told me something this morning...I had no idea about it...my grandma felt so guilty that she spilled the news...I dont understand why my mom didnt tell me about it...Why she kept it a secret from me? I guess i just have to wait and see if my mom tells me anything...She must have her reasons....
I have the most amazing uncles in the world.
Things are different now
I really like you...can i just tell you that? pfft. I Confess I Messed Up
2:59 PM
I am so happy this is out! HAHAHAHA! Im such an idiotic fan girl! OMG so embarrassing but yeah...Its so so sweet and cute it makes me smile :)
Makes me happy. Make me think of you.... O.o...
The lyrics are just ...hehehe.....You make me smile. Im the happiest person alive because i have you! :) There is no one else like you. I hope you love this song as much as i do D. I Confess I Messed Up
1:21 AM
Today Leong lectured me. Said i was a bastard...and that he would have to complain to Mr Tan if i dont pull my weight. Hmmm...I really have no idea what to say. I have my reasons my excuses but I just agreed to everything he said because yes its true i didnt do anything i only did the last two sections which i caused him trouble for and it still had mistakes. So technically he did everything. So i deserve it if he complains about me. Hopefully i get an opportunity to show him that i can do this.
My year ones are so so cool lol! AND! They pulled off a play in a week! So proud of them! Wheee~!
I met Alsofiena, Alfiena and Alvinna today! hahaha! Youth day holiday haha! Their experience with the prataman at north canteen was HILARIOUS! It was so so fun! alfiena has a fiji instant camera!!! AHHH! she has a polaroid! She got it for her bday from her darling sisters! SO COOL! hahaha! I just started screaming away lol! We camwhored in the clubroom and stared at cute chinese guys HAHA! Oh and MOE is teaching stage directions to PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS! lol! I loooove them!
Yes that was the highlight of my day! That and well there was something...or someone else...but hahaha! Nah...i shall just keep that to myself :)
No matter how much i just want to scream...I shall just keep thinking happy... :) I Confess I Messed Up
12:28 AM
hmmm...
Yesterday was just pissy again. Couldnt help but cry when i saw hanaffi. And argh. Came home at 2.30 am! I feel so pissed! I should have left early. Seriously its not the first time that bitch did this! Like wtf why is she so fucking irritating? Doesnt that bitch know how freaking fake she is? Doesnt she feel guilty for being so fucked up? Oh right everyone loves her so who cares...Bitch. I cant believe i fell for that stupid trap! I never fail to feel stupid around that bitch. She is such a big huge actress and one day people are going to see her true colours....oh right...that will be the day. Fuck that i can see right thru you, all your nonsense all your shit and it just makes me want to strangle you. Maybe thats why you hate me? Because you know I can see you for who you are. You cant hide from me. Comeon i know you know you are a fucking liar seeking for attention and loving the attention! Have you ever imagined your life without people thinking you are God? If you havent... which i doubt since its probably your biggest fear...think about it cause one day karma is going to get you. For now, fuck you.
Argentina lost. WTF. First Brazil. Now Argentina. And the Spain match is going nowhere.... :(
woah...
I got a nikon digi cam today woots :) I Confess I Messed Up
2:56 AM