O.o so today hmmm....okok complain first hahahaha bpt paper sucked just praying really hard i wont fail!!!! i have marketting next which im not even panicking about this is bad hahaha yupyup dones
hhmmmm.....life....oh wells hahaha! it was ultimately a good day! hahaha cuz its friday! wheee!! hahaha! friday is always awesome!!! hahahaha!
yay 3 more papers hahahaha! YAY!!!
I Confess I Messed Up 1:48 AM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
its not even half a day and im already sick of today.
Woke up early and sick. I am so tired. My granny keeps distracting me. She ate breakfast at 11.30 and then at 12.15 she said she was hungry. argh...she is not hungry she is just bored... so i have to warm up her food. I probably have to conjure up some more food later at 1. then 2 then 3 then 4...bleh... She keeps talking and talking...wanting to call people. when she is not on the phone the phone keeps ringing of the hook. my laptop is a goner the whole screen is pink. just when i tried to back up my files it died. Do i look like i have the time for all this?!
I Confess I Messed Up 12:25 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
Repeat, repeat the words that I know we both said Relax into the need We get so comfortable Remember when I was so strange and likeable.
Valentines day was just awesome. Yes it had bad and good points. There were parts which left me uncertain and confused. Parts when i kept reassuring myself that one day things will be fine. Parts when i got really scared and i questioned my every move. But other than that... on the 14th of feb 2010. I had the most amazing surprise ever :D i spent time with the people i love :D i drank the most delicious margarita. I had incedible fun being with everyone and just having a great time...i saw many gays hahaha! Valentines day was great! thank you to those who made it great for me!!! i hope for many more valentines to come....you know who you are...
louder and louder it will build and fade and soon your love will turn to hate she said here I am
I Confess I Messed Up 5:52 PM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
happy chinese new year!! and most of all happy valentines day... :D
I Confess I Messed Up 3:14 AM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
having a tegan and sara addiction!! cant stop! i wish i could see them live!! argh!! that would never happen! like other things...hahaha! erm...but hmmmmm...i guess im pretty happy with what i have so far hehe! plus...my parents just topped up my account hehe...i am not broke anymore whee!! hahaha!! i can finally get my erm...stuff...lol...so happy...hehe. crap i forgot I owe people presents...damn. lol lol.
hahahaha!! CNY is the worst weekend ever! i am so tired....shopping for food non stop..over and over..its fun and stuff seeing the market so lively...going to the night markets but...i think 4 times is more than enough for me...at least i get to enjoy the food! whee!! i cant wait to chow down on the great food!! for now...i have to balance celebrations and studying... O.o...
gonna go listen to tegan and sara now...you wouldnt like me = loves!!!! ...sigh...peace outs
I Confess I Messed Up 3:30 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
I Confess I Messed Up 10:21 PM
argh!! i knew today was going to be a F***ed up day! i just knew it!! argh!! i mean seriously!! leave me alone!! everyone!!! just f***ing leave me alone!!! I dont need to see your boyfriend...i dont need to see you as a matter of fact...i dont want to go have lunch with you and watch you with your boyfriend...just because you have self esteem issues...so you have a boyfriend now great! do i look like i fucking care?!
i dont need to know that your life is planned out for you, and yet you are confused? like wtf! you are f***ing lucky!!! just leave me ALONE!!!
I Confess I Messed Up 10:12 AM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
omg no wonder i fell asleep while studying! i was listening to this idiotic song! by idiotic i mean the saddest most terrible song to listen to when you just want to kill yourself...
and my grandmother had to come to my room to chase me to bed....ai yoh..."sarah go sleep lah!" lol...so cute...
of course i can blame other things for getting me this tired.....but i shall not...i shall just blame this song! okok im gonna go sleep now! study tomorrow! YES!
I Confess I Messed Up 12:30 AM
Monday, February 08, 2010
tick tick tick.....BOOM!
I Confess I Messed Up 8:13 PM
Sunday, February 07, 2010
There she goes again Racin through my brain And i just can't contain This feelin that I've made
There she goes There she goes again Pulsin through my veins And i just can't contain This feelin that I've made
There she goes(there she goes again) There she goes again(there she goes again) Racing through my brain(there she goes again) And i just can't contain This feelin that I've made
There she goes There she goes again She calls my name Pulls my train No one else could heal my pain And i just can't contain This feelin that I've made
There she goes(she calls my name) There she goes again(she calls my name) Chasin down my lane(she calls my name) And i just can't contain This feelin that I've made
There she goes(there she goes again) There she goes(there she goes again) There she goes
I Confess I Messed Up 4:49 PM
wow what a day....
and you are like waffles....complicated with so many squares...with added fillings for the extra touch...hahahahaha! i said something i shouldnt tell that person about...but i did...now im scared.
I Confess I Messed Up 2:22 AM
Saturday, February 06, 2010
I was all excited and now i feel like killing myself because you dont appreciate it. Worst is i knew you wouldnt...but i still do it. good nights cya!
I Confess I Messed Up 1:04 AM
Thursday, February 04, 2010
shame...pain...lame....vicious cycle.
hanging on....
WHEE!!!!!!
I Confess I Messed Up 11:28 PM
Why am i in school? Time passes super fast. Ive been in school for 4 hrs and yet i havent even done a single thing...this is bad...alrights anyways im gonna go try to do my work soon.
I Confess I Messed Up 3:44 PM
Monday, February 01, 2010 i knew i loved you before i met you.
Im driving myself crazy! i so need sleep but i havent done my study timetable....havent done molgen...havent prepared myself for protein tech presentation...its still not completed...
argh...school sucks balls!!! why cant it just be all FUN FUN FUN!!!
anyways hahaha lol....MY LAPTOP WORKS!!! hahaha! today i decided to just switch it on...after praying ofcourse hahaha! and it works!! i think it only works in the night or something hahaha....i shall continue to pray!!! WHEE!!! omg omg omg omg omg!! im so happy!!! i can webcamwhore again! WHEE!!! PRAYING IT WILL NOT DIE AGAIN!!
hahahahaha!!! omg omg i found this in my old drafts lol...omg months ago...what was i thinking...these are the stupid things i say when im emotional...
10 things I love about you:
1. Those empty eyes 2. Your dress sense...bleah.... 3. Your choice of music...lol... 4. The way you say i love you always forever. Even if its because you were talking about donna lewis because i know you will find someone you will say it to and mean it and you would look so cute saying it. 5. The way you close your eyes when you laugh 6. That retarded face you give me when you think im retarded 7. Your shocked face whenever i pretend to ignore you 8. The lies you have been telling me 9. Your stupid apologies 10. Your hurtful words
i cant believe i actually took time and effort to think up about all these...hahaha! im such a no life person man...no pain, no chains, no regrets! hahahaha!!
hahahahaha!!! then the morning comes...hahahaha!!! moving on!!! wheee....MOLGEN REPORT here i come!!
I Confess I Messed Up 11:32 PM
The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much.
_This Is Me__
~Name: Sarah Jane Gianna Anthony
Dramamama no.4
~Horoscope: Cancer
~birthday: 12th July
~Age: 18
~School: nanana...
_My Life__
~Ice Cream
~Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Big Bang Theory
_xBitchesx__
x Studying
x Certain peeps...*hint*
_+wishlist+__
Razia's Shadow a Musical album!!
Time!!
