you make me....
lols...so i am updating my blog finally!! i have been so busy and lazy as hell!! hahahahaha!! i love my blog i love it hehehe!!okay so i have been ranting so much...one never has enough problems anyways....hahahaha!! this time its not going to be a rant!! no more!!! im going to be happy happy!!
Yeah enough of that!! im so happy tt its the new year soon!! so happy!! 18 years old is going to be so fun! although growing old is not fun! but still! its great to finally say tt you are 18!!
Chrismas was fantastic for me...it may not have been so busy and all tt but it was definately fun!!
i guess now is the time, just before the new year when you reflect and think about what hapened Anyways...this year overall has been an amazing year for me...!!
i met such amazing people!! i love the friends i have gained, i miss the friends that i have lost and i cherish the ones that i already had!! i have never felt happier in my life!
to have friends who you know cherish your friendship as much as they cherish yours is wonderful! and i am happy that i can actually proclaim that!
Its depressing to think about the bad events that happened....and the unknown hopefully not dark future, but still its the future i hope it will be a great year next year!! : D I am going to post pictures!! i dont care! i will when i feel up to it hahahaha!! i just to lazy to search for the pics and upload!! hahahahaha!!
2morrow is Pamela's birthday i cant wait to go out!! then maybe i could do a bit of shopping for the birthday and chrismas presents i owe to all me dramamamas!! recession...so cant spend much.....hopefully i will get something lovely and nice and CHEAP!! hahahaha!! Its so nice to give presents and receive them hahahahahaha!! RECEIVING!! is the best!!! Christmas is all about giving!! : D!! alrightie thens!! peace out bloggie miss you much!! till the nest time i post!!! it wont be long!! : D!!
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problems
hahaha!! so yes i continuously have stuff to rant and mope around....
my dad just got like three fines in the mail...each composition fines....one cut 9 demerit points....i mean seriously! we tot the thing was over the accident happened last year! and then suddenly there is a letter saying they cancelled 9 demerit points...argh!
the electricity bill is off the charts! the phone bill...my handphone bill...the scv...my dads workers levy...the money we owe.....
i dont think i can enjoy chrismas like tt...argh....my whole family is in debt...and tts not all...the worse part is tt i have only 200 in my posb and apparently they deduct $2 from my account every month cuz its below 500...so if i calculate...the last time i checked my acount was below 500 was 6 years ago...so the bank took $140 dollars from my account!!!! and when i told my dad...he just looked at me and said...oh so much ah....i didnt know....
!!argh!! i hate this stupid shits tt keep happening!! i hate all this crap....and my mom is like not feeling well..i hope she is okay....argh!! exams....!! and now there is the sa outing! they did not even invite me on their shisha trip...i dk if i want to go for this one..i will be so left out...argh!!! I Confess I Messed Up
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dont know what to do
my parents are having problems...my dad is being this ego thing and my mom cant stand it...and me? well i am in the middle of both....
i dont know what to do...i know i should not side...but sometimes my dad just doesnt want to accept that people know stuff he doesnt...and whenever my parents have problems my dad avoids it. He goes to sleep and my mom stays away from him for a while..watches tv to get her mind away from the problem, or she will come crying to me because my dad is being and insensitive maniac.
My father has this habit, he keeps all the financial problems to himself, he never tells us anything, so maybe this is how he lets out his frustrations? by being the man...?? its not a good thing my parents relationship is strained...i really dont know what to do......??
JC pls help : D I Confess I Messed Up
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