Is it still me that makes you sweat?

Saturday, January 28, 2006
holidays!!!

i have just realised that i have goodfrens, i always told myself never to have goodfrens cause when they are in trouble they will come to u and cause trouble for u...it happened once before i told my bestfren that i did not want to be her bestfren anymore well obviously...she cried...i felt so insensitive n bad but it was something i had to do, i hated the feeling of responsibility and people trusting u so much almost like u can solve thier problem...but u cant?...(well now we are just frens which i guess is good because after what happened she does not go to me for anything other than to talk bout crap, which is fun...hahaha) anyway
now i just let things go on naturally telling myself that i will not be close to anyone just frens...but i never realised that its up to my fren to want to be my bestfren and today as i was talkin to Joanne i realised that. That i am selfish in a way to think like that, keep myself away from problems. I mean one day i would need to turn to someone when i have a problem right? A bestfren....someone i can hold my life secrets with...
Thanks Joanne! u made me realise that the frens are what makes my world go round n best frens keep me alive to watch the world go round, they are like the yin n yang of myself...my life...i love u GLUE STICKERS...we are international G rated stuges for life!!!
life rocks with u all around:)xxx

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12:27 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

ahh!!! backstreet boys was really good!!! i love u BSB! im larger than life!

anyways besides that :) and my friends talking bout how blowjobs are better when u have a stud pierced in ur tongue...*which obviously is too much infomation in one day*...! back to the blowjob, i mean the story...well apparently it is more shiok...(best word to explain it)...for the guy...ewwwwwwwwww!!!!! Gosh the girls in my school!

So life is tough...i had to force myself to talk nice to my biggest enemie in the end she sat at my place in class...but i had to be nice so i said i did not mind!!! Plus i got a math test and i am so not prepared lah...i am so gonna fail the test!! God please make a miracle happen!!!???
Help me be a better person then i already am now...hahahahaha

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4:43 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006
what can i say....?

Guess what sherry backed out on steph at the last minute again! Gosh she really has this jinxed thing at backing out the last minute!!! But i kind of benefited from it because sherry decided to pay for the ticket and ask steph to ask someone else to go and she picked me!!!! So exited especially bathing in skool thing since i wont have time to go home and change before the concert...its gonna be quite an experience. bout the cold water and all...i think i can handle it. And im gonna bring my tweety bird towel! SO CUTE....

im now currently hoping she does that again when it comes to the fort minor concert, oasis, and franz ferdinand!!!

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1:18 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006
spelling errors

k just read my post again realised all the spelling mistakes and grammar!!!
sori people...

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3:57 PM
i wrote things...

k so enough on adulterous my grandmother...i have finally realised that my blog cannot have a tag board so ure gonna have to email me and since only the people who have my email know this site i dont have to give it out....
so i wrote something thats sounds stupid but just bear with it...
~just go leave get out
i dont want you now
cause you are such a fool, you dont know who i am...

living in this world
i am hurting you left
me alone but then you
have no idea who i am...

i was left alone
stood up the cold
got myself back
without-without
you...

you left me alone...
without no home
now you want me
badk,without a sweat,you think you know who i am?

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3:44 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006
bad grandma

just got news from my grandma's friend who she has been avoiding...that she was in cafour i think waiting for tht man!!!! i am so angry...!!! how dare he go out with her she even have been out with his relatives from australia!!! she actually just saw her friend and said hi n ran off...but told us that she talked to her for awhile n the maid was so happy to see her...blah.blah.blah. gosh i wonder what is goin to happen next

I Confess I Messed Up
8:46 PM
ok lah...

ok the blog is supposed to have music but i think singnet does not allow music if not u can get a fine or some thing so i guess i cant put music...anyway nothing new except a lot of homework to catch up on and a monolouge to find so yeah...

Thank you for sopporting me!!! unknown people...

lol, my grandmother is having an affair!!! she invited him!!!

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4:13 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006
new skool?

woah...new skool is really takin a toll on me. The constant search through the unknown new grounds of my nightmare palace was the most tiring thing i have ever done its even worse then 2.4km run...or...maybe not...anyway. Skool life especially sux when u've got enemies in ur class...not only that, skool life sux when u buy a $25 textbook n the teacher says that i may not be able to take the subject...well better save some complains for 2morrow... :D

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9:05 PM